quotes

dead poet’s society is really good (: i like neil perry and keating (: anyway, i’ve decided to be more intellectual like neil perry and more whacky like keating, though i may fail to do so badly for both aspects.

anyway, quotseys. the ones i like from dps.

We don’t read and write poetry because it’s cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. And medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for. To quote from Whitman, “O me! O life!… of the questions of these recurring; of the endless trains of the faithless… of cities filled with the foolish; what good amid these, O me, O life?” Answer. That you are here – that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. That the powerful play *goes on* and you may contribute a verse. What will your verse be? 

-John Keating-

I went into the woods because I wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life… to put to rout all that was not life; and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. 

- Neil Perry Quoting Henry David Thoreau - 

 Boys, you must strive to find your own voice. Because the longer you wait to begin, the less likely you are to find it at all. Thoreau said, “Most men lead lives of quiet desperation.” Don’t be resigned to that. Break out! 

- John Keating -

This is a battle, a war, and the casualties could be your hearts and souls.

- John Keating - 

:D this came a little bit late, i know, since we watched dps snce quite awhile ago…but don’t you find it a real beauty? i loved the part when meeks was leading in some kind of rap thingum. hahaha nicenicenice (:

anyway, won’t be posting that often, undone work AHHHH

p.s. i love guzheng (: do your best kay, people (: nono, not people, darlings :D

hauntingly live.

i still think that i’m a freak. well, maybe i am one. freak.

depressed depressed depressed. hah, i think i need anti depressants.

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second time already. i actually tried comforting myself that since it’s the second time, i should be more experienced in handling this kind of tough situations but it’s so not the case. you need to experience it to verify this. i was thinking so much on how to face the rest of the day, the rest of my life after that incident. twice. but that supposedly consolation/comfort and whatnot failed, real badly. and it made me feel all so dirty again. and, i don’t know how to describe that feeling. it’s 11.29 and i have yet gotten any work done. i’m such a piece of trash.

i don’t get it, why me. i feel so sick and i don’t wanna go through the same and arduous official procedure in black and white. it’s so disgusting to make that person relive everything again. it’s cruel.

going earlier doesn’t help. it just makes it worse. i don’t understand why can i still enjoy the time spent so much. i really don’t. but this time’s less painful, maybe because was half-conscious.

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you know all those tv drama serials, so melodramatic but hurtful and torturous at the same time for people to watch, especially those who have gone through the same thing and do not have the courage to rise up under it. its so cruel. watching all those scenes make my skin crawl.

it’s so hauntingly real. everything’s coming back now and i’m not glad of it.

i don’t understand how can i face tomorrow, how can i face the rest of my life.

and i love You more than life, do i? 

for all the warriors out there

disturbed.

i’m pretty much disturbed. partly because it’s 4.27am now. and i still have mountains to do. also because i wasted 3 hours of my life today doing something really stupid.

also because i was stepped on today, and also someone trod on my toes today and how i was wondering if everything were different from the mo during ******** last ******, things would have been different. how you would have been submissive towards me, not nice, but at least submissive and how…things would be different.

i dont understand what is going on. God, you must have seen how i’ve tried to be patient with these people and all, but You too saw what happened. why. 

i know You’re omni-potent and all, and all i once thought that it was Your best plan for me. and that You’re always there for me. but convince me, God, convince me, because i’m not convinced. i know i dont have to be convinced but i can’t go on like this, God.

i don’t understand. Your child here was trod on, God. someone trod on her toes and she doesn’t know how to react. she has been smiling back she doesn’t know how to go on smiling.

to know Him and to make Him known. 

cries.

all i ask for is your acceptance. i’m not asking for how you’re treating the people above you. i just want you to treat me like a human, and not like…that someone you can trod on all you like just because you’re somebody else’s supervisor. 

在主爱中

清晨朝陽，天空照耀，仿佛對我微微笑，
陣陣微風，徐徐吹送，逍遙自在白雲飄，
鳥語花香，綠草如茵，青春時光多美好，
盡情歡唱，盡情歡笑，煩惱全都不見了。

在基督裡，享受主愛，自由奔放樂開懷，
世上沒有任何事物，能隔絕神的愛，
在基督裡，享受主愛，自由奔放樂開懷，
我要讚美，我要歌頌，造物主的奇妙愛。

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after today’s events, i’ve got nothing much else to say except for the above.

thinking about yesterday, i’m feeling really bad. it’s not because of the song but simply because God knew exactly what i needed at times when i didnt even know what i needed. the feeling’s so comforting. there’re times when i didn’t even know what i wanted and yet God gave them to me.

i was really sour yesterday, to almost everyone. i didn’t know what was the cause, but i failed to realise that i’m not the only who’s entitled to enjoy His love. and i’m one person who can make His love known, and what just happened over the weekend?

To know Him, and make Him known.

i don’t know what else do i have to say, isn’t it clear enough? :p