when you call Him

I’m so very ordinary 
Nothing special on my own 
I have never walked on water 
I have never calmed a storm 
Sometimes I’m hiding away
from the madness around me 
Like a child who’s afraid of the dark

CHORUS: 
But when I call on Jesus 
All things are possible 
I can mount on wings like eagles and soar 
When I call on Jesus 
Mountains are gonna fall 
‘Cause He’ll move heaven
and earth to come rescue me when I call

lalalala….

Weary brother 
Broken daughter 
Widowed, widowed lover 
You’re not alone 
If you’re tired and
scared of the madness around you 
If you can’t find the strength to carry on

CHORUS

Call Him in the mornin’ 
In the afternoon time 
Late in the evenin’ 
He’ll be there 
When your heart is broken 
And you feel discouraged 
You can just remember that He said 
He’ll be there

//

:( i want to serve him all of my life and yet i screwed up. i’ve never thought i’d be caught in this kind of situation and its not a great feeling. its kind of like a nagging pain in the ass the whole time and wherever you go and whatever you do you just cant seem to stop thinking about it.

i mean, its totally rubbish. i know its technically my fault and everything but now that i have to give up something its like slicing my hand off. i’ve already given up so much. like stop going for cca – which stinks, and now i think my co is going down the drain too. and at the end of the day i really want to know whether its worth it at the end of the race. like giving up literally everything to get that required msg. 

people have been talking, mostly teachers about how distracted i’ve been. but its not quite true but thats how things are like sometimes. the more you try to explain yourself, the more you want to give up this fight. its quite sucky actually. because the bottom line is i have to choose between bio and chem which is really really not what i need right now because i’m torn in between. 

i’m in a lost world and you making those snide comments dont help.

so how now? 

..

i want to be encouraged and that song really helped. it came out of nowhere and it was just so comforting and it was as though his hands were upon me. but you know what? i really don’t deserve this grace or whatsoever. i mean seriously. i’m just a piece of trash.

hello, i’m busy so i won’t be posting that often, unless i’ve got moodswings hahahah

movies that i want to watch: Sing to the Dawn and Quantum of Solace :D

things that i want to buy: crumpler backpack the limited edition one if i can save up in time :/ [219$ !!!]

fifty six.

i’m such an ass. really. can’t believe i’m pushing my luck here, not to mention i’ve always been pushing my luck.

knowing.

did you know that i waited the whole night, just for you?

When I first spoke Your name
I used it like a blade
Cutting sharp a mask to hide the pain
When I first spoke Your name

When I next spoke Your name
I could no longer bear the weight
Of years hiding behind the ache
When I next spoke Your name

But when You spoke my name
Oh I swear the angels sang
Peace came and stole my shame
When You spoke my name

Now when I speak Your name
I sing it like a sweet refrain
I have found a peace I can’t explain
When I speak Your name

Cause when You spoke my name
Oh I swear the angels sang
Peace came and stole my shame
When You spoke my name

I can hardly speak
Knowing You know me
Thank God I’m free

Now my world has completely come undone
For I can hear the Son
Calling out to me

Cause when You spoke my name
Oh I swear the angels sang
Peace came and stole my shame

When You spoke my name
Oh I swear the angels sang
Peace came and stole my shame
When You spoke my name